Reckless Thoughts


It’s Wednesday! One of my favorite days of the week. Yea, exciting right? Nah. I’m just sitting on my couch, reading my homework chapters, and watching VH1Soul aka BET Soul, of course. It’ll always be VH1Soul to me. (Silent cries) I’ve watched this channel way too much to change the name now. Well, let’s move on. Thinking about your future can be tiring at times. Your mind changes, ideas just disappear, and you’re stuck trying to remember that bomb idea you had last week. Ugh! Let me tell you, laziness is a biatch! Every day I think about my future and the goals I have to accomplish. However; my actions really don’t match up to my expectations. I drill to myself that today is going to be different, I’ll work on my amazing dream plan. What’s wrong with me? (K don’t think am nuts. We all have asked ourselves that before) Am I scared? No that’s not it. Am I worried? Yup! That’s how I feel.

Worried that I won’t achieve greatness. Worried that my idea is too simple and won’t be equal to what’s already out here. Sigh, decisions, decisions. I even tried rapping once Lol. That was at the New Year’s Party at my place. It ended in one of my notebooks full of secrets.  Feeling inadequate can be holding you back from your dreams. Breaking major boundaries that you’ve placed over the years are the cause of this inadequate feeling. That’s my opinion.

Please comment below about any of your worries. 


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